Love Lost

I really am getting lonely. I know it sounds AWFUL, but it is so true. I want to meet the person that I am going to marry, and I want to start that process soon. I am getting very impatient, especially because this is the longest I have gone without being in a reltionship. Ugh, it is just so lonely, I see couples and I cant help but smile because they are all so cute, and you can see the love they have for each other and I want that so bad.

So self, get over it. Wait and someday you will meet or fall inlove with the person God intended you to fall in love with.

Life

"The great use of life is to spend it for something that will outlast it."-William James

So reading this quote really inspired to me to go into depth about it. Spending your life on something that will outlast it. When we think of life, we often think what we can do with our lives, before realizing we have wasted half of our life trying to think of what to do with it. So why not spend it, why not give our life up, to have something that will last forever. A question that has run through everyone's mind is "When am I going to die?" This is the very default of life, it's unpredictable, and for those that like order and always knowing what is going to happen, (which I am going to step out on a limb and say it's all of us) the unpredictability of our life span is not pleasing for us.

So, why not spend it for something predictable? Something that will outlive our lives added up, and though math is not my strong point, it is safe to for me to estimate that is a LONG time. Another question that might have aroused in your thinking could be, "what could possibly outlast life?" The answer to this question is eternal life.

E·ter·nal –adjective 1.without beginning or end; lasting forever; always existing (opposed to temporal): eternal life. 2. perpetual; ceaseless; endless: eternal quarreling; eternal chatter. 3. enduring; immutable: eternal principles. 4. Metaphysics. existing outside all relations of time; not subject to change.


life
–noun 1.the condition that distinguishes organisms from inorganic objects and dead organisms, being manifested by growth through metabolism, reproduction, and the power of adaptation to environment through changes originating internally.


So know we have the dictionary definition of eternal and life. And now I ask you, are you able to comprehend eternal? I mean never ceasing to live, having no beginning and no ending. This is something that I can't even grasp. It is so crazy to imagine a life that has no end.

Something else that comes is not said is along with eternal life, you have no pain, no fear, no death, no lying, no hunger, no thirst, and no tears.

So I ask you again, why not give up your unpredictable, painful, comprehendible, short life; in exchange for a un comprehendable, amazing, never ending, life?

Class of 07

Ticking my mind away

To the sound of the school clock

All I hear, All I live by, is tick tock, tick tock

No class is sound

No class is quiet

And if you listen closely

You can hear the sounds of the pencil riot

School is a mess

Undesired stress

I go tot sleep wondering was it all one big test

School's over, School's done

And all I have left to wonder about

is graduation

Was it all worth it

I inhale the aroma

As I walk the path that leads straight to my diploma

My mind is sound

My mind is quiet

No longer able to hear the pencil riot

My class is empty

Everyone's gone away

The last time I saw the class of '07

Was graduation day

I am Saved

I am saved. I am saved from an eternal life in hell. I am saved from myself. I am saved from the Devil. I am saved, because Jesus loved me so much that He layed down his life so that I could have eternal life. I am saved, because I have Jesus Christ in my heart. I am saved because I don't deserve it.

Sam

I am blessed

I am blessed. I am blessed because I have a loving family. I am blessed, because even after I screw up time and time again, God still gives me something to be happy about. I am blessed because no matter how bad I sometimes think life is, it could always be ten times as bad. I am blessed because God knows me inside and out, and He helps me along in my life. I am blessed for all that I have. I am blessed because of all the friends I have. I am blessed because God uses me to do His work. I am blessed, because I have a future. I am blessed, because I don't deserve any of this.

Sam

I am lucky

I am lucky. I am lucky that I was born in the United States. I am lucky I was able to find God, rather than something else. Wait. I am lucky God FOUND me. I am lucky that I go to a multi cultural school that has taught me open acceptance. I am lucky that I was able to go to a private school for all my elementary school and middle school life, to give me a concrete foundation on God. I am lucky I had a tough childhood, because it has taught me to never bully or make someone feel bad. I am lucky I have such a close and strong relationship with my parents. I am lucky I have two siblings. I am lucky...because I don't deserve any of this.

Sam

Not a Morning Person

so ever since school started...dating back to like elementary school, i have always had issues getting out of bed and getting to school on time. Infact i could count the number of days i have been up and ready to go before my mom was on like two hands. isnt that sad??? oi vei, whats going to happen to me in college? or in a job? oo, oo, i know i will just take late classes and i will just have like cemetary hours when it comes to my job. or i could just wake up early and not risk not having a life. who knows. maybe i will turn into a morning person. though i am no where near a morning person. and i HATE mondays. there so unexpected. i mean you have your weekend, and then you are forced to wake up and throw off your whole sleep schedule and go back to your weekday routine. cant we just skip monday and go straght to tuesday, because a 3 day weekend would be marvelous. and we SPRING FORWARD next sunday. yay! now we lose even more sleep i am so excited for that venture. well people thank you for letting me vent.

I am lucky, I am blessed, I am saved.

Sam